Today of all days, because it is your birthday, and I still remember it even after almost 6 years, I miss you like I'd miss a body part if it were cut off.
Today of all days, I wonder where you are, what you're doing, if you're happy.
Today of all days, I miss your smile.
Today of all days, my heart cries because of my cowardice to stay with you.
Today of all days, it's raining.
Today of all days, I believe that my child should have been your child.
Today of all days, I wonder what my life - what our life - could have become.
Today of all days, I wish I had stayed.
Happy birthday, Baz.
